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0 comments | Monday, July 13, 2009

One week from today, Dutch will be here. And I will have a mini-holiday. No niece. No job. No school. I can play the whole time!
Gawd! I still have so much weight to lose. Not happy about that. How can I expect someone to imagine what I will be like? Instead of just seeing me now? and think that's all there'll ever be? Frick! I'm getting there...working SO hard, especially in the gym. But I don't want this al to be a band-aid...I want this to be my lifestyle (again). Like it used to be. Healthy. Energetic. Sexual. Happy. Social.
i don't want to disappoint him. What if he thinks one way, but I'm the opposite?
what if he is amazing?
what if we are amazing?
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longest ever!

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